HE AINT NO GOOD!!!!!!!!

SO I KNOW ITS BEEN AWHILE....BUT TRUST IVE GOT DRAMA FOR DAYS. I THINK I SHOULD START WITH THE MOST RECENT...I MEAN IT IS FRESH ON MY BRAIN.....SO HERE GOES...


IT WAS AT FRIDAY IN SEPT....MAYBE THE FIRST FRIDAY...I WAS CHILLiN WITH ONE OF MY FRIEND AT HER HOUSE...SHE HAD JUST STARTED DATING THIS NEW GUY THAT SHE REALLY LIKED....SHES NOT THE TYPE OF GIRL TO JUST BE FALLIN IN LOVE AND NEITHER AND I...SERIOUSLY GUYS ARE PRETTY WIERD....BUT ANYWAY THE GUY ENDED UP COMING OVER AND BROUGHT HIS SCRANY(IF THATS MISPELLED ...WELL THIS AINT ENGLISH CLASS)LITTLE FRIEND WITH HIM. SO ME BEING ME...I MADE SURE TO TALK TO HIM AND BE NICE...BLA BLA BLAHHHH...BUT I WAS TOTALLY NOT INTERESTED IN THE LEAST...OR SO I THOUGHT...HE TRICKED ME!!!! HE REALLY DID!!! I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER BUT WAT THE HECK YOU LIVE ONCE...HE HAD THIS GOOD BOY ACT...WE BONDED OVER IPODS AND MUSIC...I FORGOT THAT HE WAS SUSPECT..

OH I FORGOT TO MENTION THAT....HERES THE BACKGROUND...HIS FRIEND IS LIKE HIS ULTIMATE ROLE MODEL...22 HAS A DAUGHTER...SELLS(YOU KNOW WAT) 3 FELONIES...BLA BLA BLA YOU NAME HE HAS IT...ANYWAY I HATE TO SAY BIRDS OF A FEATHER FLOCK TOGETHER...BUT IN THIS CASE...YEA...BUT I OVERLOOKED HIS SHADY FRIEND AND DECIDED THAT HE COULD POSSIBLY BE HIS OWN PERSON...

BIG MISTAKE
LIKE A DUMBY...FROM THAT DAY ON WE STARTED DATING...EVERYTHING WAS GREAT...EVERYTHING THAT I COULD HAVE EVER WANTED...HE WAS...HE COULD COOK...HAD A CAR...HIS OWN PLACE...VERY SMART...NO DRAMA...

BUT AFTER THE 2ND MONTH...LIKE CLOCK WORK....EVERYTHING CHANGED...BUT IT STARTED OFF SLOW...
HE DIDNT CALL AS MUCH
HE CLAIMED TO BE DEPRESSED CAUSE HE COULDNT FIND A JOB...(AND HE WAS BROKE TOO AND I DIDNT EVEN CARE) HE WOULD DISAPPEAR FOR 4 DAYS AT A TIME...CAUSE HE HAD A PRE PAID PHONE THAT NEVER HAD MINS...HAHAHAH ANYWAY I STAYED...WELL FOR A WHILE...
THEN THANKSGIVING CAME....WAT A FREAKIN FIASCO!!!!!!

HE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE WITH HIS FAMILY IN NY FOR A FEW DAYS....I DIDNT EVEN TALK TO HIM THAT DAY OR DAYS AFTER...IT TURNS OUT THAT HIS GRANDMOM INVITED HIS EX OF 4 YEARS TO DINNER....

I WAS FLIPPIN OUT!!!!!!!!!! OH HELLLLL NO SHE DIDNT...I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN THEN BUT I GOT PAST IT...

BUT AFTER THAT HE WAS EVEN MORE SUSPECT...HE ALL OF THE SUDDEN HAD ALL THIS MONEY!!!! OH AND THEN HIS CAR GOT SHOT IN A CROSS FIRE...THAT HE STARTED!!!!!!!! AND THEN AFTER HIS CAR GOT OUT THE SHOP (MEANING WE DID NOT SEE EACH OTHER) THEY BOOTED HIS CAR!!!!! HAAHAHA HE CRIED FOR LIKE A WEEK!!! AND THEN REMOVED IT...WAT KINDA IDIOT??? THATS LIKE JAIL TIME I BELIEVE....AND THEN TO PUT ICING ON THE CAKE HE ASSAULTED SOMEONE WITH A GUN!!! THE QUESTION IS WHEN THE HECK DID HE LOSE HIS MIND???? I MEAN PEOPLE...PEOPLE I KNOW BEING BROKE TAKES A TOLL ON YOU....CAUSE IT SEEMS LIKE I LIVE THERE...BUT GEE GOLLY WOW THAT WAS ENOUGH FOR ME....HE WAS LIKE BRANDI, IF YOU CANT HANDLE THIS....WATS GONNA HAPPEN WHEN THINGS ARE REALLY BAD??? I SAID "HAHAH COULD THINGS GET WORST? "ABSOLUTELY....

SO HE CONTINUED THE SUSPECTIVITY(A WORD MEANING SHOWING SIGNS OF STRANGE ACTIVITY WHILE LIVING A SUSPECT LIFE) THROUGH DECEMBER....NO CALLS...DISTANT...I FIGURED HE HAD A A GIRL OR TWO ON THE SIDE....IM NOT DOWN WITH THAT....SO ON CHRISTMAS HE CALLED ME OUT OF THE BLUE AND I BROKE UP WIT HIM...BUT I STILL CHILLED WITH HIM THAT NIGHT...

BUT LIKE A DUMBY(AGAIN) I DECIDED THAT I WOULD GIVE HIM ONE LAST CHANCE....SO I DID..BUT NOTHING REALLY CHANGED...
SO SOMEDAY IN JANUARY I WENT TO HIS HOUSE TO STAY OVER...HE GOT ON MY EVERLASTING NERVES THAT I NIGHT...I KNEW I WOULDNT BE BACK....EVER...BUT TO MAKE MATTERS WORST...THE NEXT MORNING HE HAD A MEETING AND WOULD BE GONE AN HOUR....OK NO BIG DEAL...HE LEFT A T 10AM

SO WHEN 12PM CAME I WAS CALLING HIM...BC FOR ONE THERE IS NEVER ANY FOOD IN HIS HOUSE AND TO MY DISMAY HIS GAS WAS CUT OFF!!!! HE HAD NOTHING...BUT COLD WATER...MICE AND AN EMPTY FRIDGE..STOLEN CABLE...THE WORKS...AND IT WAS A TERRIBLE STORM SO I WAS READY TO GO...BUT HE WAS SUPPOSED TO SPEND SOME TIME WITH ME B4 I LEFT AND I DIDNT DRIVE THERE...SO I WAS STUCK!!!

ANYWAY AS I WAS WAITING FOR HIM I THREW SOMETHING IN THE TRASH AND DISCOVERED LIKE 12 USED CONDOMS AND WRAPPERS....A GIRLS SCARF...AND SOME LIST OF MISC GIRLS IN HIS LIFE PAST AND PRESENT...OH I WAS HEATED!!!!! AND GET THIS HE BY THIS TIME IT WAS 2PM!!!! AND HE DIDNT EVEN COME BACK TIL5:30!!! I SHOULD HAVE BLOWN UP HIS HOUSE!!!!

WENT ALL LISA LOPES ON HIS ASS....BUT I DIDNT...I KEPT CALLING TO HE FINALLY CAME BACK...HE HAD ALL TYPES OF EXCUSES AND SUCH...BUT...W/E ICURSED HIM UP AND DOWN...THAT WAS WHEN I KNEW IT WAS OVER...SO MUCH FOR TRYING TO WORK IT OUT...

ALL THAT MIXED WITH THE SUSPECT LIFESTYLE...WAS TOO MUCH FOR ME....IM SOO NOT AND WILL NEVER BE A RIDE OR DIE CHICK.....RIDE AND LIVE IS WHERE ITS AT!!!!!!!!!!